SOS

I'm caught in a downpour.
And there's a hole in my umbrella.
I can feel the drips sliding down my face.
Tears&&Rain.

I'm drowning in pools of sapphire.

You're supposed to love me unconditionally.

What does it matter if I cry?
I don't think you would even notice.

I don't know when you started to ruin my life.
Did it happen over night?
Or have you been doing it from the beginning?
Bit by bit.

I'm sorry I'm such a burden. You should have thought of that.
If I could walk away and not look back I would.
But we're doomed. Tied by our DNA.
Like charm on a necklace.
You hang me by my throat.
And
I
Just
Cannot
Get
Away.

I can't love you.
But I still can't hate you.

Why do you do this to me??

My head aches.

I feel sick.
I can't cope right now.
I can't deal with all of this.
I want it all to go away.

Why
Won't
It
Stop?