I never expected things to be black and white.
I just never realised how many shades of grey there are.

You could have made this easy.
You could have avoided this.

I hope you're hurting inside the way I am. Because this is your fault.

I'm not one for shifting the blame.
But I needed you and you weren't here.
And you still aren't.

I feel more love from people on the other side of the world.

People always let you down.
It's whether they make up for it after that counts.

Speech time.

I propose a toast.
To happiness and prosperity.
But the glasses smash.
The drinks spill.
And the tears inevitably fall.
If only we could wish this away.
If only a prayer would save me.
I thought I could rely on you.
You promised me.
And then you left it in pieces.
Time to put the barriers up.
Bubble wrap my heart.
I want a knife.
I want to cut myself free.
I'm tied down.
Can't get away.
I thought this meant something to you.
I'm always wrong.
Things never work out.
My head keeps aching along with my heart.
Time to say goodbye.