What I want for xmas.

I want someone to put their arms around me and say they love me and mean it from the bottom of their heart.
I want someone to mop up my tears.
I want someone to listen to my deepest darkest secrets and not judge me.
I want someone to tell me I will be ok.
I want to feel wanted.
I want to be included.
I want to feel normal.
I want to be able to communicate.
I want to be asked questions.
I want somebody to check up on me.
I want someone cheering me on from the sidelines.
I want someone to believe in me.
I want someone to hold my hand when I'm scared.
I want someone to give me a slap when I'm being hysterical.
I want someone to call when I'm having a panic attack and I can't breathe.
I want somewhere safe to go when I can't stand my own home.
I want to be ok.